below are some resources that i recommend to all who need help

12 STEP groups
http://12step.org

CODA
http://coda.org

Alcoholics Anonymous
https://www.aa.org

Al-Anon
https://al-anon.org

Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous
https://slaafws.org

Psychology Today
https://www.psychologytoday.com

National Suicide Hotline
1-800-273-8255
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.or

NYC Well
https://nycwell.cityofnewyork.us/en/

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